As I write this post, I am going through the most amazing experience. Insomnia struck again since I ran out of seraquel and couldn’t get a refill because there is something stupid going on with Aetna. and I’ve been awake for 48 hours so far. About 12 hours again I took about 10 pills of over the counter sleep aid which had absolutey no effect except for making me a bit naucious. I have repainted our kitchen cabinets, moved furniture around our apartment, did a weight training video and more. After all that, I layed on our couch and began to remember absolutely every minute detail of what has happened in my life — EVERYTHING. From 3 years old to now. My life is literally replaying every event in my brain and its still happening as I type this. And I mean photographically. I can see the carpet fibers from the very first house I lived in. It’s the craziest experience I’ve had lately. Usually I don’t think about the past at all because my brain just focuses on the future. I think its because of the Aquarius in me. Adam is here with me quizzing me all our past experiences and I’m bringing up mind boggling minute details plus all the big details too. It’s like a key has unlocked a part of my brain that has been in the background. And I can’t stop and it’s a bit scarey because everywhere I look around, I relive the past over and over again. Sometimes I am astonished about how powerful our minds are. Seriously it’s astonishing.
A woman named Jill Price has a condition that apparently causes her to remember every day since she was 14 in vivid detail. She says it’s more of a curse than a blessing because she remembers every bad day with the same clarity as when she experience the actual day. Wikipedia’s entry on Jill Price: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jill_Price